IT'S THE OLD LADY AGAIN!!!!!

Have been trying to keep busy doing little improvement projects at house in SLC and the one in Bridgeland.  The days are sometimes hard to get through.....if I am not busy I tend to dwell on too any unpleasant thoughts.  I am still considering getting a part-time job or volunteering somewhere for a couple days a week.  I go to Planet Fitness 3 or 4 times a week and work out for about an hour, I must say that does boost my mood and energy level most times.  Seriously need some WARM sunshine!
The kids are all busy with their own lives so don't see them often.  Steven and Michelle bought a house so he has moved out.  Colton does come by once a week when he has school or don't know when I would see him.  My grandchildren are all growing up fast.  Hard to believe that Colton will be 20, Hunter 17 and Kaylee 3 in April.  That really makes me feel old and at my age you can't help but wonder how many more good years are left.  I sure wish growing old was easier!!
Spring is coming soon and that means FARMING......that is what will be on the agenda with Steve for sure.  We still haven't decided what to do with the house in Torrey but I go down every few weeks and do a bit more cleaning.  I am always checking voicemail for Boyd's call, got so used to hearing from him every night I keep thinking he will call.
Went to Green River a couple weeks ago and spent the night with Mom and Dad.  They seem to be doing ok or at least getting by.  Like Mom says "every day she can get out of bed is a good day."
 Going to take a writing class on Thursday nights starting this week....thought I should write my memoirs.....or maybe not....don't know that my family needs to know the many mistakes I have made in life.
I find myself liking songs for their lyrics now instead of music and beat....what the heck does that mean?  I like Katy Perry's ROAR....good stuff.  Dierks Bently has a new one called RISER.....like that also.  (I'm a get off the ground, old running hider, push comes to shove and I'm a fighter.  Darkness comes to town, I'm a lighter but get out aliver, out of the fire, Survivor)
As you can see not much new happening in my world....I try to check on my kids every so often and keep myself occupied as much as possible.  Bring on the SUNSHINE!