FINALLY!!!!

Well today was my last radiation treatment. I will now move on to the next phase of this cancer ordeal. This has taken a toll on me both mentally and physcially but they tell me that I will start to feel better in a couple of weeks. This will be my last update on this as I move forward with this treatment and hope for the best. This has been a very difficult time for me and emotionally I have struggled. I hope to put my best foot forward as they say and regain some sense of peace and "feel good" now. Hope all is well and that everyone had a great summer!

Liberty Land

Yes, I have been a slacker lately and havent posted much but I have always had good intentions. The summer has gone by so fast and I can't believe my kids went back to school today. Crazy!! I have to admit the house was a lot quieter today but I still missed having them around. They were so excited that they wanted to go to school 45 min early!! I'm sure that won't last long. By next week I will be dragging them out of bed. I took my kids and Tammy's kids to Liberty Land here in Lehi a while back and it was pretty lame. Most of the rides were geared towards little kids and so Colton was not that impressed. They finally started having fun in the bumper boats and ended up soaking wet. At least they found something that was fun.

More Suzy News

Well hello everyone. Since my last post a few things have happened first I unfortunately had a miscarriage so no new baby on the way, it sucks and I was pretty upset about it but we will be ok. We will try again when we get settled and before I get too damn old. Tracy and I have found a place to live in South Jordan so we will be moving this weekend. I haven't seen my stuff in so long I'm sure it's going to take some time to go through everything but we will get it done. One day at a time is all we can do. Other than being sad about losing the baby we are doing ok, Tracy has been there for me all the way which has been nice even though it's something I'm not used to and he tells me I'm stubborn and bull headed all the time cause I'm used to doing everything on my own and trying to take care of everyone and not letting anyone take care of me. He said the other night we make a good team because we take good care of each other, yeah I think he may be right. He's as stubborn as I am so hey I think I may have met my match, but don't tell him that. LOL!

Well that's all for now I just thought I should drop an update an fill you all in on what's been going on with me. I will post again soon I still have pictures of my tattoo and such to put on here for you to see, so I'll be back soon. Bye for now.

I love you all

20 Down 10 to Go

Just a quick update to let you all know how things are going. I am hanging in there but have some bad days now----really really tired and the pain and discomfort has increased. I am getting to the end though and counting down each day. This every day to the hospital does tend to get old. Steve, Trina and I took Boyd up to the Black Reunion on Saturday. He is always afraid it will be his last one so we try to accomodate him. It was a long day for me but he enjoyed himself so I guess that is the important thing. As always the food was great and everyone was glad we came up. The second crop of hay is up, the corn is growing and we work every day---not much exciting to write about in our world.

Suzy's News

Okay Mom has been on me to post on here since I haven't seen some of you since I got home. So here I am. I am working for Frankco Transportation, brokering freight no surprise there I suppose. Anyway I really like my job I am the only female broker in the office and I work with a bunch of crazy guys they manage to keep me laughing all day and make my job fun. I am doing really good I was only there 60 days and got a $500 a month raise so apparently I haven't forgotten how to do my job.

As far as Steven he is growing like a weed and right now in California. Him and his Dad went there last week for the baseball championships but they lost their first two games so were out of the tournament fast so him and his Dad have been playing in CA all week and will be home Sunday.

I have a boyfriend his name is Tracy and he is great, he works for Star Paving hauling asphalt and heavy equipment he's a hard worker and treats me good. So things in my life are going pretty good. One more piece of news that was as much of a surprise to me as it's going to be to you is that I'm pregnant. Tracy and I are happy about it so things are going to be okay. No we are not running out and getting married or anything but were gonna be ok. Oh yeah and I also got a tattoo, no I didn't lose my mind either.

Now as for Jodie, Dennis, Dirk and Chavon, why haven't I seen any of you or since I've been home? Jodie I'd really like to see the boys so I'm thinking maybe you guys should find some time to see your big sister, and Dirk I haven't seen Macy yet so come on guys.

Well that's all the news I have for this post I will attach some pictures and you can see how I'm doing and who Tracy is. Okay I am officially pissed at this site it won't let me upload more than one photo for some reason so Jodie or someone is gonna have to let me know what I have to do to get the rest of the pics on here and as soon as they do I will put the rest on here.

I love and miss you all. Bye for now.